It can be frustrating when you can see the direction your life is headed in, but you have to wait a little longer in order to get there. For a while now, my boyfriend and I have been planning to move in together, and we have been very excited about it. With him always working closing shifts at his job, lately I only really get to see him once or twice a week, usually around 2 or 3 in the morning before I conk out. While this won’t exactly change any time soon, at least we know that we’ll end up in the same place at night, and that’s a comforting thought. We’ve been having to put off the move a couple of times, and then we had some stress actually finding a place, but last week we finally signed the lease on a wonderful apartment… now we just have to MOVE there.
It’s distressing that the only thing in the way of our finally living together is a BED. That’s literally all we need in order to begin making this place our home, and the circumstances being what they are, that might not happen for almost 2 weeks. I am in love with this apartment, and I cannot wait to start actually operating out of it, but until we get time and money, it can’t really happen.
This summer has kinda been a lazy period for me, I haven’t been as diligent with my practices as I should be. Don’t really have much of an excuse, honestly, it’s just been too easy to come up with other things I “should” be doing. I think I need to take this current situation, and really remind myself of the positive direction my life has taken in the last year. And the waiting that I have to do at this time can be used as opportunity to contemplate the transition I’m about to go through. I’m eager to get underway, but the chance to really appreciate this before it happens will never come again.
Have you ever had to wait for something you were really excited about? Did you have any technique to help yourself get through it? Leave your comments below…